I've learnt to live half alive. Gin. 17. Finding inspiration and appreciating life. I like drawing, writing, painting, dancing, photography, music and sports. Tumblr Twitter Facebook Instagram |
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Saturday, April 2, 2011 @ 8:23 PM 樱花雪 - 许哲佩 Very pretty song I stumbled upon a few days ago. Just look at the lyrics. Look at the number of views the video has though. One of the less appreciated songs by Peggy Hsu, but one of the most wonderful ones. Then again not one of her songs isn't amazing! - I feel uninspired. J requested me to start writing again but I don't know whether I should. I don't think I can do this anymore. As much as I love it. I just don't have the inspiration and the ability to do it. Every single time I open up a word document attempting to write something I find myself staring at the blank space in front of me. Then I type a chunk of words which gets deleted after 10 minutes. At least I've been reading. - I've been really happy the past few days though, for the first time in so long. Can't really remember when was the last time I've been so happy. And I've been happy for the smallest reasons. This is what happens when you finally start to appreciate the beauty in everything around you. And to really pay attention to what others say to do. And to put your whole heart into how you treat others. To You: Thank you for having been so nice to me for the past few days. Like you've always been. I don't think you realise it but what you said to me yesterday really made a difference. You've made me feel that I actually was of some importance to someone. For once. Also, thank you for your insults. It hurts but I guess that's just your unique way of expressing yourself. You've stopped me from going in too deep. From becoming a totally different person whom I would have hated even more than my current self. Thank you for being honest with me. "没有人会对自己不在乎的人提出忠告， From Devil Beside You. First drama I've ever watched, and my favourite all time. The dialogues the characters have really make you think and feel. The love the dramas nowadays portray is so superficial it makes me feel disgusted. Not like I have had any experience with love in the first place. Anyway, my greatest takeaway from this week is that all it takes is just one step to break the silence and the wall between two people. I know things will start to change between us, and us for the better. I can feel it. And I really hope it does. Because you and I, we have so many things in common. On a side note, I think my procrastination is getting worse. I only start studying at 11 p.m. one day before the test. And what's worse is that I usually procrastinate until 2 a.m. before I really study. Actually the worst thing is that I eat a lot while I study. I'm growing fat, but I can't do anything about it. I need to stop eating so much but I can't control myself. Urgh. Let's embrace a fresh new beginning. |
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