Yesterday was the first time I had heard this song fully. I wonder why I hadn't bothered to look up this song in the past. It has such wonderful lyrics.
So true huh. I'm a victim of it myself. It's so horrible when I know what I'm doing is wrong and yet I can't stop.
'Cause it's a form of escape. A form of delusion too, maybe? Like how I've been binging like crazy and can't stop.
我假装无所谓 才看不到心被拧碎
'Tis what I'm best at doing. Pretending that I don't care when I really really really do.
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Had a heart-to-heart talk with J & J two days ago. Never imagined that I would ever do that though, it's been such a long time ever since I've last poured my heart to other people. I can't even remember what the last time I had done so was.
So yes, we spent a rather long time just talking. I actually felt purged after that; it's like I had finally spilled out whatever I had bottled inside my heart for so long while managing to keep everything anonymous.
I'm really grateful to the two of you for being so understanding and so honest about yourselves. (:
Someone once told me that in a discussion, how much you give is how much you take away. I think it's really true.
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Friday night was one of the most amazing and inspiring nights ever. Even though it was merely a 15 minute walk with my brother around the park looking for cats.
I know my brother does that very often. He knows exactly where to find which cat, how each cat reacts to people and the personality of each cat. Most of them are really friendly to him. (:
Ever since 02/01/2011 I've never had so much interaction with cats. I really miss the warm fuzzy feeling I get whenever a cat decides to be very friendly. I miss having a cat. I miss the nights when my cat walks into my room and makes everything seem a thousand times better. Even cramming for an exam which happens to be on the very morning itself.
She'll still be alive in my heart forever though. I don't believe that anyone truly dies, because a part of him/her will always be kept alive in at least one person's heart.
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On a side note, I need to stop overthinking all the time.
I'm a prisoner of myself.
Set Me Free }
Sunday, April 10, 2011 @ 11:02 AM
寂寞先生 - 曹格 词：小寒 曲：曹格
你的笑容是恩惠 世界难得那么美 于是追 要你陪 可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水
黑夜之所以会黑 叫醒人心里的鬼 在游说 在萦回 在体内是什么在把我摧毁在伤痕累累
我可以无所谓 寂寞却一直掉眼泪 人类除了擅长颓废 做什麽都不对 Oh … I'm not okay
我假装无所谓 才看不到心被拧碎 人在爱情里越残废 就会越多安慰 无论多虚伪
空虚并非是词汇 能够形容的魔鬼 它支配着行为 能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给就像个傀儡
我可以无所谓 寂寞却一直掉眼泪 人类除了擅长颓废 做什麽都不对 Oh … I'm not okay
我假装无所谓 才看不到心被拧碎 人在爱情里越残废 就会越多安慰 无论有多虚伪
Yesterday was the first time I had heard this song fully. I wonder why I hadn't bothered to look up this song in the past. It has such wonderful lyrics.
So true huh. I'm a victim of it myself. It's so horrible when I know what I'm doing is wrong and yet I can't stop.
'Cause it's a form of escape. A form of delusion too, maybe? Like how I've been binging like crazy and can't stop.
我假装无所谓 才看不到心被拧碎
'Tis what I'm best at doing. Pretending that I don't care when I really really really do.
-
Had a heart-to-heart talk with J & J two days ago. Never imagined that I would ever do that though, it's been such a long time ever since I've last poured my heart to other people. I can't even remember what the last time I had done so was.
So yes, we spent a rather long time just talking. I actually felt purged after that; it's like I had finally spilled out whatever I had bottled inside my heart for so long while managing to keep everything anonymous.
I'm really grateful to the two of you for being so understanding and so honest about yourselves. (:
Someone once told me that in a discussion, how much you give is how much you take away. I think it's really true.
-
Friday night was one of the most amazing and inspiring nights ever. Even though it was merely a 15 minute walk with my brother around the park looking for cats.
I know my brother does that very often. He knows exactly where to find which cat, how each cat reacts to people and the personality of each cat. Most of them are really friendly to him. (:
Ever since 02/01/2011 I've never had so much interaction with cats. I really miss the warm fuzzy feeling I get whenever a cat decides to be very friendly. I miss having a cat. I miss the nights when my cat walks into my room and makes everything seem a thousand times better. Even cramming for an exam which happens to be on the very morning itself.
She'll still be alive in my heart forever though. I don't believe that anyone truly dies, because a part of him/her will always be kept alive in at least one person's heart.
-
On a side note, I need to stop overthinking all the time.
