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All That Pretence }
Wednesday, March 30, 2011 @ 9:21 PM

曾经是多么的纯真
曾经是多么的无邪
但现在所剩下的
只有一片空虚。

一切,已化为乌有。
一点痕迹,也没留下。

我是否,也会消失?
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你失意了。


It's been 1 year since I've written this and the same thoughts are still racing through my mind.

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"Can't you act like I mean at least something to you?"

You think you don't?

It's precisely because you mean so much to me that I pretend that I don't care a bit about you. But I don't think you'll ever realise that. I wish I could stop pretending, but I can't.

I really want to know what you're thinking. When you did that, that, and that. You said you were joking when you suddenly said that to me, but do you know how big an impact it had made on me?

Every single word you say impacts me. A lot.

“我会好好藏起来的
至少心痛而死的时候
你看不到我脸上的泪痕。”

I hope you still remember that 我会因为你的难过而难过. Although I still don't know why I care so much about you.

I wish I didn't.

The pretence is just too real.



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