I've learnt to live half alive. Gin. 17. Finding inspiration and appreciating life. I like drawing, writing, painting, dancing, photography, music and sports. Tumblr Twitter Facebook Instagram |
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 8:23 PM 永远在一起了 - 许哲佩 Everything seems so perfect, doesn't it? So flawless it's unreal. - I wish everything could be perfect - relationships, human nature, life - but then again, if everything was perfect, will perfection still be perfect? What would it mean then to be perfect? There are so many things that I wish for, but I know very well that they are unattainable. Too good to be true. Surreal, in fact. But I really wish I would stop trusting the wrong people so often. I used to pride myself on my independence, on my ability to detach myself from other people, on my ability to live without putting trust in other people. However, the barrier that I had built was slowly broken down over time by people who had walked into my life. And left. To think of it, I could have been the one who had eventually chosen to leave. To retreat while other people move on and embrace new lives, new people and new interests. Why is it so hard for me to let go? - I'm starting to doubt your words and your actions. I don't feel like I can believe in you anymore. Well, I'm very sorry but I'm not going to let you continue leading me by the nose. It's my fault for believing every single word you said. Is there still true care and concern in this world full of deceit? |
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