I've learnt to live half alive.

Gin. 17. Finding inspiration and appreciating life.
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Thursday, March 17, 2011 @ 6:52 PM



飘 - 林宥嘉
词曲： 黄建为

我看着天上一朵云飘着 那风呢
我听着风里一首歌哼着 而你呢

在花与花和你拥抱的草原 我笑着
在夜与黑和我独处的房间 你哭了

你爱上风中的歌 用什么交换都值得
只要快乐
晴天里我为你放歌 阴天里我沉沉睡了
而你离开了

在花与花和你拥抱的草原 我笑着
在夜与黑和我独处的房间 你哭了

终于沉默代替我们 就像风吹来云飘走了

你爱上风中的歌 用什么交换都值得
只要快乐
晴天里我为你放歌 阴天里我沉沉睡了
而你离开了


I feel... empty.

And in the end, silence is all that's left.

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I think I am devoid of emotions 90% of the time. During which I feel nothing. There's just this emptiness inside me which I can't place. Nothing except a great space.

I am nothing.

I don't know why I've become like this. It's like I used to be such an emotional person and then all of the sudden I'm like this. Emotionless. Cold. Blank.

Where did all the positivity and optimism I had in the past go?

Then again, maybe I do have emotions. On the surface maybe? I don't know. Perhaps I have emotions but I don't feel it. Ah whatever I'm confusing myself.

Sometimes I can't help but wonder if feeling empty is an emotion itself.

On a side note, I love the following quote.
(Yes it's in French.)

"Le ciel obscure
La solitude qui nous rends trop de peine
Le coeur qui brise
A cause qu'il y a vecu seul
L'amour est partie
Il y a longtemps que je t'ai vu
C'est incroyable
Que je peut vivre comme ca"

- 阿桑·寂寞在唱歌

Ah I need to be more optimistic about life.
I will be thin. I will be thin. I will be thin.

What does it feel like to feel?

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