I've learnt to live half alive.

Gin. 17. Finding inspiration and appreciating life.
I like drawing, writing, painting, dancing, photography, music and sports.

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Puppets on Strings }
Tuesday, March 1, 2011 @ 10:00 PM

转眼间,
你变了。

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笑是什么?
哭是什么?
痛是什么?
我已经不晓得。

情绪与感觉
在岁月的流逝之下
慢慢地、慢慢地
被冲淡
然后渐渐地、渐渐地
被遗忘。

我是否,会恢复记忆?

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你麻木了。

A continuation of the poem which I had posted part of a few days ago.

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Please stop asking me to do this and to do that. Please stop taking me for granted. Please stop treating me like it's part of my responsibility to do all of this.

I'm not a puppet you know. I won't allow myself to be manipulated like that. I have my own feelings. I have my own things to do. I've already taken the time out to do something which I'm not obligated to do, and yet you keep requesting more and more from me.

Urgh I need to stop being so irritated and annoyed all the time.

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Despite all the frustration, I've been really grateful to some people, especially R, T and E! Especially R - thanks for slowing down and running with me for the past two mornings and during PE! And thanks for all the concern you've shown me; I'm really really grateful to you for that.

On a side note, I'm positive that I've been gaining weight. I seem to have grown fatter everytime I look at a reflection of myself. This is not good. Why can't I just be thin for once?


I wish I had the courage to just tell you how I truly feel.



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