I've learnt to live half alive.

Gin. 17. Finding inspiration and appreciating life.
I like drawing, writing, painting, dancing, photography, music and sports.

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Sunday, February 27, 2011 @ 5:30 PM

面具，何时变成了生存的武器。
坚强的表面，藏的是怎么样的孤寂。
谁晓得在每一个微笑后的，是什么情绪。
伤心的面孔隐藏的心，是否真的在哭泣。

Part of a poem I had written eons ago. It's actually much much longer. (:

The conversations about trust, lies, and façades I had recently with my friends had brought me back to this. Looking back at the process of writing it I remember having worked on this continuously for several nights until I was finally satisifed with what I was reading. Oh the joy of being inspired.

And now I can't even write anymore.

Writer's Block. Obsession with superficiality. Annoyance with my own inability to write.

Urgh such is the process of writing. Everytime I decide to write nothing comes out despite the long list of "inspirations" I had written down. And when I finally churn something out I delete the entire chunk because I find it too superficial. And then I get frustrated with myself for being so horrible at writing. My language. My vocabulary. My brain. My heart. Everything.


And there's this wall between us that neither of us can overcome.

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