Yesterday - The Beatles Writers: John Lennon, Paul McCartney
Yesterday, All my troubles seemed so far away, Now it looks as though they're here to stay, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be, There's a shadow hanging over me, Oh, yesterday came suddenly.
Why she Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said, Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, Love was such an easy game to play, Now I need a place to hide away, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away.
Sometimes I wonder how things would turn out to be if nothing had changed.
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Yes, I've opened this blog again. Mainly because I really really need a channel through which I can speak what's really going on in my head.
So many things have happened recently.
It's like everything just comes suddenly and you feel like you're going to burst any moment. When you don't feel like speaking people keep asking you what the matter is, when you want to speak no one bothers to listen and when you finally speak people misunderstand you.
I can let the whole world misunderstand me for all I care but why can't you understand what I really mean?
To think I thought that you were the only one who understood me.
Looks like you don't after all.
I am a pathetic despo bitch.
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You know what? I'm going to be so happy for the rest of the year that you won't even know what hit me.
Never will I be sad in front of you again. Never will I cry in front of you again.
I'm going to be so so so strong that no one, absolutely no one, can penetrate my heart again.
It's like what you've told me last time. You said that it was as if I'd built a wall around me; the people outside are unable to go in and I am unable to go out. But it's not like I've never demolished the wall before. I did. For the wrong people. For people whom I would never understand, no matter how hard I try. For people who would leave after crossing the boundaries, leaving a big gaping hole.
I can't believe I'm crying even as I am writing this.
Anyway, I have to thank you for helping me realise how wrong I've been.
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距离拉近了，反而令人窒息。
I don't know what had compelled me to write this in 飞. Maybe something in me knew that this was going to come true someday.
Do you know how afraid I am and how suffocating it is to be so close to you?
Everyday there is a fear within me that you are going to hate me more and more with each passing day. Which I think is happening.
It makes me hate myself even more each day. I hate myself for being so affected when I see you being so nice to other people. I hate myself for being such a selfish bitch. And I hate myself even more for being unable to bring a smile to your face unlike other people.
Do you know how useless I feel the moment your face lights up upon seeing other people? And how useless I feel when I can do absolutely nothing but worsen your mood when you are sad?
I should just go and die like you told me to.
I don't deserve to exist. As each day passes all I see in the mirror is more fats. Why can't I just be skinny like others? How would it be like if we could go back to yesteday?
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Sunday, July 17, 2011 @ 6:05 PM
Yesterday - The Beatles Writers: John Lennon, Paul McCartney
Yesterday, All my troubles seemed so far away, Now it looks as though they're here to stay, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be, There's a shadow hanging over me, Oh, yesterday came suddenly.
Why she Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said, Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, Love was such an easy game to play, Now I need a place to hide away, Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away.
Sometimes I wonder how things would turn out to be if nothing had changed.
-
Yes, I've opened this blog again. Mainly because I really really need a channel through which I can speak what's really going on in my head.
So many things have happened recently.
It's like everything just comes suddenly and you feel like you're going to burst any moment. When you don't feel like speaking people keep asking you what the matter is, when you want to speak no one bothers to listen and when you finally speak people misunderstand you.
I can let the whole world misunderstand me for all I care but why can't you understand what I really mean?
To think I thought that you were the only one who understood me.
Looks like you don't after all.
I am a pathetic despo bitch.
-
You know what? I'm going to be so happy for the rest of the year that you won't even know what hit me.
Never will I be sad in front of you again. Never will I cry in front of you again.
I'm going to be so so so strong that no one, absolutely no one, can penetrate my heart again.
It's like what you've told me last time. You said that it was as if I'd built a wall around me; the people outside are unable to go in and I am unable to go out. But it's not like I've never demolished the wall before. I did. For the wrong people. For people whom I would never understand, no matter how hard I try. For people who would leave after crossing the boundaries, leaving a big gaping hole.
I can't believe I'm crying even as I am writing this.
Anyway, I have to thank you for helping me realise how wrong I've been.
-
距离拉近了，反而令人窒息。
I don't know what had compelled me to write this in 飞. Maybe something in me knew that this was going to come true someday.
Do you know how afraid I am and how suffocating it is to be so close to you?
Everyday there is a fear within me that you are going to hate me more and more with each passing day. Which I think is happening.
It makes me hate myself even more each day. I hate myself for being so affected when I see you being so nice to other people. I hate myself for being such a selfish bitch. And I hate myself even more for being unable to bring a smile to your face unlike other people.
Do you know how useless I feel the moment your face lights up upon seeing other people? And how useless I feel when I can do absolutely nothing but worsen your mood when you are sad?
I should just go and die like you told me to.
I don't deserve to exist. As each day passes all I see in the mirror is more fats. Why can't I just be skinny like others? How would it be like if we could go back to yesteday?
