I've learnt to live half alive. Gin. 17. Finding inspiration and appreciating life. I like drawing, writing, painting, dancing, photography, music and sports. Tumblr Twitter Facebook Instagram |
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Sunday, May 1, 2011 @ 12:31 AM 哭了 - 范晓萱 这样伤心的睡了 这样压抑的醒了 I've been away for so long. Away. Faraway. - 不要去寻找温暖。 If there is no warmth, what is coldness then? Perhaps if I keep myself cold I'll never feel cold ever again. I really really really want to stop drifting away from people consciously and intentionally but at the same time I don't want to be too close to anyone. I'm afraid of being dependent on others, especially you. I don't like feeling weak and vulnerable. But why is it that even after building up walls my emotions are still being controlled by others? - Thank you for telling me not to be so harsh on myself. But I'm not; I'm just being realistic. 'Cause someone as stupid as crazy as retarded as ungrateful as confused as fake as screwed as I am doesn't deserve to be happy. - When you burst out crying alone, you realize that no one truly knows how unhappy you are because you don't want anyone to know. Maybe. I don't know what to do. |
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