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Determination }
Monday, March 26, 2012 @ 3:39 AM Life's been good so far. Being in JC, you inevitably lose some friends and of course gain new ones. I don't regret letting go of some people though, they wanted to leave and so I let them. What I learnt from last year is that there's no use holding on people if they really want to go. One really good thing is that now I know whom I can trust and depend on. But that's not going to take away my independence, no. It's still good to be independent because you can't expect others to be there for you all the time. Everyone has their own lives and friends to care about too; their lives don't revolve around you. I've been much happier too. Taking a much more positive attitude towards life helps a great deal. Weight issues are still plaguing me, but I can handle it. It's not like it can get any worse compared to last year anyway. Or maybe it can. We'll see. Well, I feel horrible saying this but to you, all I can say is that if you stopped blaming the world and other people for a single second and start reflecting on yourself, you would probably be way happier and less angsty. And maybe have more friends. You blame others for not being there for you, but have you ever been there for anyone? In fact, it's not as if other people aren't there for you in the first place. It's just that you are too preoccupied with all the stress and whatever you are going through and don't even pay attention to the people around you. Ah well why do I even care it's not any of my business anyway. Oh it's 3.49 a.m. and I haven't gotten any sleep and piles of work are undone. I am extremely incoherent right now. To think that I am actually rushing GP work whee. On a side note, I have found motivation and determination! I will make this work yes. |
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