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Wednesday, October 26, 2011 @ 12:04 PM I need to stop thinking about you. The more I think about our relationship the more I feel that the gap between us is widening. Our conversations were no longer what they used to be and when I go and look at our past conversations I wonder what happened to us. It's been about one and a half years since we became closer friends (?). Throughout this period of time it's been up down up down up down up down but now it seems like the whole thing is going down and never ever going up again. Fine, it's probably one-sided. One year ago you gave me the letter which I still treasure like an idiot although I know that you don't even remember writing it. I know you don't care about all these shit. I know I'm not significant at all in your life. I know you don't care. 'Cause every time I tell you something that I've been bottling up for a very long period of time you tell me NOMB. And it hurts me 'cause you're the only one I'll ever tell all of these stuff to. I don't want us to become strangers again. I really really really really don't want to. |