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Wednesday, April 20, 2011 @ 6:53 PM 没落贵族 - 许哲佩 I love this song so much. It's so creative and unique, unlike a lot of songs which people nowadays seem to love. 像是荒废了一辈子 I don't know why I've been behaving like that today. Feeling empty, depressed, exhausted and disgusted - all for no apparent reason. I really don't know why I started tearing up all of a sudden today. And why I started tearing up suddenly when I was chatting with you on MSN the other time. Maybe it's because of you. And you. And you. 原来现实来的那么从容 睡梦中我无力闪躲 I really wish what you'd written to me represents your true feelings. But it never will be. 还以为一切混乱只是暂时 I don't think you've any idea how many times I've read all that. And how much I wish I could say the same things back to you. But be rest assured that I will never ever do that. Because I can't. I don't dare to hope for anything else. But please please please tell me why you've been saying all of these to me recently. And acting the way you currently are. One part of me is hoping that you really mean it, but one part of me is telling me that it's impossible. I wish I wish I wish I could sort out the chaos in my head right now. - I want to disappear into nothingness. It probably won't mean anything to anyone anyway. It'd probably be better for everyone. Then people would stop being annoyed by me and lead their happy little lives. Seeking order within chaos. |
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