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Jar of Hearts }
Monday, February 21, 2011 @ 8:08 PM



Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri
Writers: Christina Perri, Drew Lawrence, Barrett Yeretsian

No I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?


This song's been my new obsession for the past two days; I've been playing it again and again and again and again.

Although the lyrics don't really relate to my current life right now, I really love the mood of this song - the melancholia in it, the sadness within it all, while at the same time there's this feeling that the person is trying to let go and move on. It's a really beautiful song.

This song really touches deep into my heart; the moment the first chord was played I knew I was going to fall in love with it. And I did. I especially love these lines:

"And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore"
"I learned to live, half-alive"
"You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul"
"But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms"


These lines are so pretty, no?

-

Sometimes I wonder what my worth in this world is.

And most of the time I entertain thoughts of just disappearing from the surface of the Earth one day. Into thin air. Maybe I'll go somewhere where there are no other human beings. Maybe I won't even do it in the end. I don't know. No one will probably miss me anyway.


What's happened to the both of us?



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